I'm in love with my best friend and don't know what to do. We've been friends for going on close to twelve or thirteen years and have been really really close friends for the past probably six.
We talk everyday and tell one another absolutely everything. I can think back to the first time I ever saw her. I remember what she was wearing, the way her hair was fixed and everything else about her that day.
And to this day in my eyes she's still the most beautiful girl in the world. I've never met anyone more amazing than she is. I love every single little thing about her, she's the epitome of perfection to me.
We think the same way, like the same things and enjoy the same types of things. We get along great.
And I can't find a single flaw or anything at all I would change about her. I've wanted to tell her how I fell about her and how much she means to me time and time again but I'm absolutely terrified of how she would react.
I'm scared to death of loosing the type of relationship that I have with her if her feelings for me don't match the way I feel for her. I couldn't stand to loose her I care about her way too much.
I know she truly cares about me and love's me, we say I love you to each other often. But, and this is a big but, I'm not sure if it's the I'm in love with you type of love.
At times when we talk I think it is then at others I'm not sure. We've been out with other couples and they automatically think we're bf/gf just by how we act around each other.
And when we say we're just friends they kinda laugh and give a sarcastic OK. The girls say they know there's more there just by the way we look at each other. I know every time I look at her I can't help but smile.
But I would really appreciate some feedback, advice and opinion's as to what I should do in my situation.
Thank you very much in advance.