Dear Aunty Lisa
I am a 30-year-old man. I can’t stop mastur_bating. I started mastur_bating when I was 17. I do three to four rounds every day. But I now think I’m cursed because each time I mastur_bate, I get the baddest of luck. I think God wants me to stop.
After I mastur_bate, in the next 24 hours, something ‘bad’ happens. Something will fail and it will be out of my control to solve it. For example, my phone breaking, my mp3 not working, getting an injury at gym, my computer failing to work etc. If I stop, I experience very positive events.
All these things have repeatedly happened the day after I mastur_bate. Considering that I go to church, I see this as a way of punishment for my actions. What should I do?